Here we stare the holidays square in its face (or faces, if you prefer).  This is a time of joy, of rekindling friendships, forging new ones, and of acknowledging that we all celebrate something during the darkest time of year (here in the Northern Hemisphere).  As a kid, I, and many others I’m sure, loved this time for its pure anticipation of the eventual.  There was something we all looked forward to on Christmas whether it was the presents (definitely), the food (probably), and the family visits (maybe?).  For me, all presents aside, I truly anticipated the food.  What was to be unleashed forth from the gates of Christmas Eve were the pungent smells of a Polish-American dinner, delicious cookies, and scrumptious pies.  Food upon food upon food seemed to stack itself much like the Tower of Babylon on our vintage 1950’s green unstable fold-out table.  The pungent scent of the garlic infused fresh Polish kielbasa filled my nostrils with such strength that it seemed as though I were tasting it before it even sat on my plate.  Pillowy pierogies filled with cheese and green onions, fried in butter beckoned us all to partake in its fattening deliciousness.  The pistachio cream pies, the lime jello molds, the seven layer bars, the powdered nut balls, and the anise cookies…oh, the amazing anise cookies…white meringue shaped gems with a sprinkle of anise seeds in the center.  These foods are the stuff of legends.  These are the ingredients of beautiful anticipation.  These, truly, are the arches of tradition.

Here I am now in my early thirties and I find myself holding, somewhat reluctantly, the torch of tradition without knowing what to do with it.  The fast paced lives we all seem to lead do not lend much to fostering, rekindling, or even starting traditions.  The most we seem to do with our families is “go somewhere.” As every year passes we all seem to lose this heart of tradition that seemed to carry itself freely until the recent past.  Many families tend to lead separate lives, move away, or just fail to keep lines of communication active.  This is sad.  I know this because I’m just as guilty as the next person of perpetuating this cycle.  But, as this time of year approaches we are given an opportunity to light the torch again.  We are given the most wide open door through which to open our arms and embrace tradition.  This Saturday my door will open.

An old family recipe for traditional Polish pierogies is being passed to me.  My mother, who is surely spry, is taking the opportunity to pass on the oral recipe to me while she is still able to.  I will do what she directs and, hopefully, these doughy concoctions will actually turn out to be pierogies.  I’m nervous about this not because I feel my skills are not up to par, but because everyone else who has tried to make these pierogies just hasn’t hit the level of gastric genious that my mother was able to.  The situation is very similar to a recipe for czarnina (duck’s blood soup) that one of my aunts perfected.  Whenever anyone else made an attempt to make it (including my mother)…well…put it this way: duck’s blood soup can be as sickening as it sounds if not cooked properly.  Nonetheless, I’m staring a curse right in its beady eyes.  Hopefully I’ll perfect and record this recipe as should have been done some time ago, once I’ve tested it fried with butter in a cast iron skillet…the way it should be.

Tradition is taking on a new meaning for me this weekend.  So often I forget that I do have a heritage and it is at this time of year that we can revisit these traditions.  I ask you all to sit back and relax.  Think about the things that made you anticipatory during the holiday season.  Recall the unforgettable smells of the food, the taste of the sweet desserts, and the sleepy fullness we all know so well after stuffing our stomachs full of this tradition.

Until next time, have a great holiday and feel free to pass on your own traditions via the comments.  I’d love to hear how other families traditionally spend/spent time together during these days of revelry.